At last the skies above are blue

Well, well, well, it seems that we reached the end of another course. And every ending, determines a new beginning. It's been a tough year, I've made more mistakes than hits, but what is clear is that I have learned a lot. I've  matured and grown up. Above everything and everyone. Now a summer full of responsibilities, and improvement awaits.

You can, I know

I want someone who won't care that I'm incapable of sitting still, that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning, and I refuse to be ladylike. Someone who realizes that half the decisions I make are usually ones I regret, and I have the right to overreact at any given moment. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and he wouldn't want me any other way. 

Oh baby baby, it's a wild world

Now that I've lost everything to you,

you say you want to start something new,

and it's breaking my heart you're leaving,

baby I'm grieving.

      - Where to, Miss? 

- To the stars. 

Marshmellow pies

Picture yourself in a boat on a river with tangerine trees and marmalade skies. Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly. A girl with kaleidoscope eyes.

Cellophane flowers of yellow and green towering over your head. Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes, and she's gone.

Lucy in the sky with diamonds

run rabbit run

Another chance

Love me tender, 

love me long,

take me to your heart.

For it's there that I belong,

and we'll never part.

Dot

Perhaps looking back can help you. In fact you may need it. When did you decide to not give a damn about anything? Studies, friends, family, feelings. When did your values change? You became what you never wanted to be. Remember how you were? Cheerful, fun, willing to take on the world and nobody could stop you. Where is your willpower girl? You dropped it by the way, so you'll have to go back for it, whatever it cost you. 

I know you can. And everything you need now is yourself.

I've heard that it's possible to grow up - I've just never met anyone who's actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don't go our way, we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark, we look for comfort where we can find it, and we hope - against all logic, against all experience. Like children, we never give up hope...  

I know it's not perfect, but it's life. Life is messy sometimes.

Once again

- Don't do that! I went crazy when I was with you. I can't let that happen again. Love is not supposed to do that. You made me go mad. 

- You making me mad now. And that's exactly what love is supposed to do.

We feel free when we escape - even if it be but from the frying pan into the fire.